when will the bass drop?

Develop the mind of equilibrium.
You will always be getting praise and blame,
but do not let either affect the poise of the mind:
follow the calmness, the absence of pride.
Sutta Nipata

it’s gonna happen

i know it’s gonna happen

i don’t when.. i don’t know when dammit.

i’m kinda scared… and part of me can’t wait.

it’s gotta happen… we all know it’s gonna happen.

and what happens after it happens? 

what am i supposed to do then?

i should just make it happen now so i don’t have to wait for it to happne.

when is it gonna happen?

i don’t know if i can wait