“You cannot find your soul with your mind,
you must use your heart.
You must know what you are feeling.
If you don’t know what you are feeling, you will create unconsciously.
If you are unconscious of an aspect of yourself;
if it operates outside your field of awareness,
that aspect has power over you.”
~ Gary Zukav ~
as i move forward, my nature complicates my days and becomes a double edged sword. there is an increase in possibility connected to my nature and there is an increase in risk directly in line as well. changing my nature seems like making butter without a churn. changing my expectations appears to be the direct route to paradise. perhaps finding paradise where i am now is the better answer.
not chomping at the bit when i get impulses is at the core of the work i am doing on myself. learning to recognize the desires without letting them start the domino chain is ease some days and so very damn complex at other times. i might be in one of those other times now.