howl

“It is the rub that polishes the jewel,” Enso Roshi says. “Nobody ever gets to nirvana without going through samsara. Nobody ever gets to heaven, without going through hell. The center of all things, the truth, is surrounded by demons.”
― T. Scott McLeod, All That Is Unspoken

a silver lining in the sky has recently been revealed in my world. it is completely unexpected and its warmth has emanated to my core. i don’t know where it will lead or how long it will be in my world, however i intend to do my very best to bask in the light of the spirit. i am nonplussed. all i can do is scream through the fear and run towards the light. thank you universe for the opportunity to be surprised. and thank you friends for believing in me when i am not sure i was able to believe in myself.

I’m coming out
I want the world to know
Got to let it show
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show

There’s a new me coming out
And I just had to live
And I wanna give
I’m completely positive
I think this time around
I am gonna do it
Like you never knew it
Ooh, I’ll make it through

The time has come for me
To break out of this shell
I have to shout
That I am coming out

….. lyrics bernard evans and nile rogers..