i am simply posting a little expression of gratitude. it never ceased to amaze me just how manageable my life has become. even in the middle of legions of chaos, i remain tethered to serenity and spirit which allows me to continue to feel connected to this life.
for this i am continuously grateful. The stirring compulsion to self-sabotage has taken a back seat to “breathing in and breathing out”
Let the joyous news be spread —
The Wicked Old Witch at last is dead!
what a difference a day can make. i found myself feeling so trapped in a very bad situation today and i over-reacted. my reaction didn’t help the situation, nor did it really help me, but react i did. i used to laugh as i would tell other people “put the crazy stick down”- i wish i had remembered that today. luckily, i am becoming comfortable with the philosphy of 2 concepts over these recovering years….1) that i don’t have to be right in order to be happy… 2) i can be resilient and survive no matter what the outcome of a situation.
i don’t remember these 2 things up front all the time. sometimes it takes me longer to remember them than i would prefer. but i do come to the place where i remember them which is the easy button for me. nothing is worth so much that i need to sacrifice my sanity. i can let go of almost anything and i will survive. after all, through the grace of this life, i have come through so very much already in spite of my small mindedness and my ego. and i retain a little humor and some perspective, too.
so no matter what caused my reaction today, i don’t have to be stuck in that situation bubble forever. just the knowing of that helps me not hold on to the crazy.